September 4 – Growing Inside the Song – Mark Nepo, The Book of Awakening
“What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.” Ralph Waldo Emerson
I saw a woman singing while pregnant and imagined how the rhythms of song affected the life forming within her; imagined the song drawing her unborn child’s soul closer to its time in the world, the way light works on a root strengthening underground.
I watched her sing and realized that the life within her was growing inside the song. I looked around the room, for we were in a circle of song, and everyone’s singing was bringing their soul closer to its time in the world. The nervous man was less nervous while singing, and the insecure woman next to me was relaxing her unworthiness as she sang, and I was able to drop my replaying of wounds while my mouth was open and my eyes were closed.
It was then I realized that regardless of the words or the melody, this effort to sing is a way to open the passageways between what is growing within and what is growing without.
I now believe it is important that we sing while pregnant with our dreams and troubles and want of truth and love. Important that we attend our little seed of spirit with the same care we would offer an unborn life forming within us.
Essential that we care for our unique body as a carrier of life magically forming within us as we make it through our days.