April 12 – The Need to Speak – Mark Nepo, The Book of Awakening
“Just by speaking, I can break out of my self made prison.” June Singer
So many times we suppose ourselves out of existence, imagining that if we speak our heart will be rejected or ignored.
I once watched a man reach to all a friend, excited to share a deep idea that had overcome him. But as the phone was ringing, I saw him imagine a cool reception, saw him try on the pain of not being heard, and quickly, with a sigh of deflation, he hung up before the fourth ring.
Still, the expression – whether misunderstood, well received, or rejected – matters. For the cost of not making the call is that a piece of us dies. Consider how fish swim and birds fly. They do so because it is in their nature. For it is the swimming and the flying that makes them fish and birds.
Likewise, it is the speaking of one’s heart that makes a human being human. For even if no one hears us, it is the act of speaking that frees us by letting the spirit swim and fly through the world.